A different me
3 months ago was the last time I posted to my blog. Since then, my life has been flipped upside down and turned inside out, which will explain my lack of posts. I just didn’t have it in me.
I’m going to give it a go now, but I can’t promise it will be worth your time to read it. I have a broken heart. On July 9th, my Mom went to the hospital and on August 29th she died from colon cancer. Oh let me tell you - the pain I’ve experienced isn’t something I’d wish on anyone ever. It hurts constantly, even when I am laughing and smiling. I try to stay positive and upbeat, but sometimes, I can’t -so I don’t.
I’m not going to type too much about my Mama yet.. I can’t. It hurts. I’ll get to that another day.
Almost 3 weeks ago, I lost my best friend and woman who knew me the best out of anyone in this world. I turned 30 yesterday without my Mom. That was a hard not fun gross day. Glad its over. I think my first post ever was me talking about how many days I had until I turned 30. If only I had know then what I know now, I would of spent those last days in a different way.
I hate cancer. I hate it.
